"‎Are you there, Satan? It’s me…I do hereby forever abandon abandoning all hope. Honestly, I give up on giving up. I give up on being some hopeless, disillusioned wretch with no aspirations for the rest of eternity. In all probability, The Human Genome Project will, someday, find that I carry some recessive gene for optimism, because despite all my best efforts, I still can’t scrape together even a couple days of hopelessness. Future scientists will call it Pollyanna Syndrome. If forced to I guess, you’d say I’ve spent a lifetime of chasing rainbows."

“Honest is how I want to look. The truth doesn’t glitter or shine.”-Chuck Palahniuk

My name is Joshua Martinez. I am a filmmaker from Los Angeles, CA. This blog is my form of public nudity. These are my guts on display for all to see. As the title suggests, I wanted to create a page that is 100% brutally honest; no bullshit. I won’t post anything that doesn’t make me think, feel, or crack a smile.

18
June

#full frontal truth

#Chuck Palahniuk

Relationships

Nothing on this planet confounds me more! I’ve lived 28 years on this earth and I still can’t figure it out. If I don’t care and virtually ignore her, she falls in love with me. If I do care and show her attention, she couldn’t care less. It’s like all of us love someone other than the person that loves us. I’m starting to think that chuck palahniuk was right…but deep down I hope he’s wrong.